Sunday, November 4, 2007

isn't it strange to be any thing at all?

just to let everyone know where i stand with my spiritual beliefs--( because becky and i realized...after eating some quite intoxicating mushrooms and talking for 4 hours...the values of having a belief system and the purpose of such a belief system in regards to the psychological aspects of communication )-- i do believe in God, and after 20 years i can say that comfortably. i believe Jesus was the son of God, and am willing to explore this belief system openly. it's the way i was raised, and i don't think it is a bad place to start. obviously i'm not like my parents, but when i meditate with God in mind i feel peace, and i'd like to take a while (maybe a lifetime) to explore that peace instead of vulgarly analyzing it. Christianity + Hippie Values = Stress Free Ajay, just deal with it for now.

swing-
like a chariot at the trumpet call
when we're all unsaved
swing-
like a wrecking-ball, like the heart of God
what a mystery
swing-
come and carry us
come and marry us to the blushing circus king
now He's one of us, plays the tambourine
break the bread for us and sing
will you wait for us?
will you stay for us?
will you grace us everything? you're a wrecking-ball
with a heart of gold
we will wait for it to swing
like a chariot, swing it low for us
come and carry us away
so we will become:
a happy ending

4 comments:

Mia said...

I opened up the comment page and have been sitting here and staring blankly at it for about 12 minutes now.
-Congrats?
-Did you tell you parents about this?
-I'm glad your holy realization came while shrooming?
-And that it was included in your 4:20 post?
...I could go on (I think) but I'm just going to leave it at that. <3

beat.krew said...

that lamp is the shit.

Ajay said...

my grandfather made that lamp decades ago

ixa said...

Holy shit I'm confused. We should talk.